By Kimberly Zapata
Lately, my Facebook feed has been full of inspirational quotes; quotes like “stars can’t shine without darkness” and “falling down is an accident. Staying down is a choice.” Most of it is uplifting; most of it I can get on board with. But a dear friend posted an “inspirational” quote on their wall the other day that bothered me.
No, more than that — it caused me a great deal of grief and anguish. It upset me. This quote pissed me off.
“Happiness isn’t just a random feeling,” it read. “Happiness is a choice.”
Make no mistake: I know this quote was not meant to be malicious. In fact, all of these quotes share the same beautiful sentiment; all of them mean to be inspiring. But the thing is, happiness isn’t always a battle of the wills. Happiness isn’t always “within your reach,” and happiness isn’t always a choice when you live with a chronic illness. Especially when you live with a mental illness. And blanket statements like these aren’t just inaccurate and misguided — saying things like “happiness is a choice” can be detrimental to those who aren’t happy. It can feel like a punch in the gut to someone who is suffering, and it can be dangerous.